Friday, July 30, 2010
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Why Ask Why?
Why is it that the things in life that MUST be done, are some of the most difficult things? Is it really my own perceptions that are making it difficult? Why does it sound so simple when other people explain how to resolve the issue......"just do it" they tell me......but why is it never as easy as they make it sound?
Why do I have so many "things" and "feelings" attached to this necessary act?
Why is it so difficult for me to say what I feel?
Why am I allowing myself to stay in this situation which is obviously not good for me?
I know the ways in which my not doing anything about this are affecting me, so why can't I just open my mouth and say those words my body is aching for me to say.....it's only two words.....maybe a sentence or two, if that......."I quit. I can't do this anymore."
Where are these fears coming from?
Are they mine or are they hers?
How much more does my body need to break before I start listening to it? All I need to do is quit this job and move on to something less stressful.......so why is it so difficult for me to do?
Why am I even asking why?
Why do I have so many "things" and "feelings" attached to this necessary act?
Why is it so difficult for me to say what I feel?
Why am I allowing myself to stay in this situation which is obviously not good for me?
I know the ways in which my not doing anything about this are affecting me, so why can't I just open my mouth and say those words my body is aching for me to say.....it's only two words.....maybe a sentence or two, if that......."I quit. I can't do this anymore."
Where are these fears coming from?
Are they mine or are they hers?
How much more does my body need to break before I start listening to it? All I need to do is quit this job and move on to something less stressful.......so why is it so difficult for me to do?
Why am I even asking why?
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